Chewy Chew Bubblegums

A friend of mine offered me chewing gum yesterday, and I took it. As I chewed it on, I suddenly thought of this:

Some people really take their relationship like chewing a chewing gum. Initially when you chew onto it, it’s so full of flavour, and you just want to continue chewing on it. After a while, it starts to lose it’s flavour, until eventually, the gum feels tasteless or bitter, and your mouth gets dry. That’s when you do either of the following:

a) Throw that gum away, and start chewing a new one, and the cycle above goes on
b) Add another gum, to reinstate some flavour into it
c) Just simply throw it away
d) Continue chewing, because you just enjoy the motion of doing it, not the flavour

Well, whatever it is, don’t treat relationships like chewing gums!

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So the past week was crazy. Having an outfield appointment for the first time, and at the critical moment really scares the poo out of me. I really felt like I couldn’t handle it at all, and you know, I never felt so useless as during the exercise. But well, it’s no time to remorse, but rather, this is the time I should really pull my socks until maybe they reach my thighs.

Ohwell, Thailand beckons me in another 4 more days (less actually, excluding the hours)…and till then…

Vroom Vroom…

Before I learn to drive any other kind of vehicle (be it a bike, car or a boat), I actually learnt to drive a tank first! Now, imagine the amount of destruction that I will be able to cause on the roads, muahahaha. Still, the Leopard tank will outcrush me anytime.

Nevermind about that for now. And so, as White Horse and Cresendo draws closer to me, I’m wondering why I lack the drive to actually do things over the weekend. It’s true that I cannot stand some people, and how they try to wayang for the sake of making themselves look better, but still, whatever I’m supposed to do is supposed to benefit me. *shrugs* I don’t know anymore. Just hope that the next few weeks won’t be too rough for me.

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As silly as it seems, my greatest wish right now is to be able to ask you out, right before I leave for the Land of Thousand Smiles.

This Shallow World

My instructors have further proved to me how shallow this world can be.

It really hurts when you see your “brothers” being in the brink of OOC. It further saddens me that I feel so useless being unable to help them. And well, I would just say that some people are just being real bitches and totally insensitive about it. Stop trying to act like you are helping. Elités will never understand how commoners feel, so stop acting like you do.

And seriously, aim for that sword for all you want, but please for goodness sake, don’t even think about using me for you to attain that goal, because I really don’t give a damn about that sword. It was never my goal anyway.

The Wonders

My dad just had to watch some documentry on Angkor Wat while I was doing the AAR for Wolf.

Now it’s my new dream to travel to a few wonders of the world to take photos with my partner, Gillie Sng!!! (provided your boyfriend doesn’t mind )

Prod Prod Prod…

Maybe some people should stop probing too much into where I don’t want them to…

I believe that being too kaypoh will only get you into trouble sometimes