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Howie Day – Collide

The dawn is breaking
A light shining through
You’re barely waking
And I’m tangled up in you

I’m open, you’re closed
Where I follow, you’ll go
I worry I won’t see your face
Light up again

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find
You and I collide

I’m quiet you know
You make a first impression
I’ve found I’m scared to know I’m
Always on your mind

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the stars refuse to shine
Out of the back you fall in time
I somehow find
You and I collide

Don’t stop here
I’ve lost my place
I’m close behind

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to ryhme
Out of the doubt that fills your mind
You finally find
You and I collide

You finally find
You and I collide
You finally find
You and I collide

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This song just says that nothing will always be bad, and likewise, nothing will always be smooth for one. Thus no matter how badly two people have failed to meet up, one day, they will bound to meet each other in their life. Thus people, do not be disappointed if you haven’t found the one for you, because you will definitely meet him/her one day.

Well, lessons these two days aren’t the greatest of all, apart from the fact that we actually started on the Chinese class blog yesterday. As what we said, anyone who missed today’s Maths and Chem lectures will bound to die when they return to school, because both subjects are covering one of the most intensive parts of the respective chapters.

The only thing I can say now is that if the lecture notes can teach better than a lecturer…it well means that the lecturer has failed. Whatever I said about the lecturer is irrelevant. Yet the most relevant point is the interest in students in that particular subject will die if such a thing continues on. Some lecturers really will help you appreciate your tutors alot more. I don’t want to lose my interest in that particular subject, seriously…please put me out of this misery…

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Guitar today was enriching I would say. The conductor seems much more patient with a smaller group of us, rather than the usual large rowdy group. I would say I did learn some stuffs from guitar today. The conductor also played a classical piece for us at the end of the day. It was a much better lesson compared to the previous ones.

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Results will be out in 2 days time. Talking to the OG today after guitar really set me to ponder about many stuffs. As much as I can’t bear to part with everyone, I will still choose what I think is best for me. I always tell myself that no matter what choice I make, I must not regret it, because nothing can be salvaged. That is the mentality that got me through this 1 month in SAJC I would say. When I truly missed VS terribly, I would remember what I told myself, that I must learn to embrace new culture, new traditions, everything new, and I managed to do so.

I will leave my results to decide where I should go. My dearest friends, please do not pressurize me to stay, because the choice is still mine, and I don’t wanna get real upset because of what you people expect of me. Please let me choose my own path, if you all really care for me. You guys really made my one month in SAJC so far, but I have to let go of some things in order to achieve something higher. But fear not, we will still keep in contact, because you are the people who opened me up to something new. No matter where I am, I will constantly think of you people.

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Lynette Chong says I should mention her more often in my blog, thus this line is dedicated to you BAMBOO.